I got to Beijing at 2 am on Thursday night and we left at 7 am on Friday morning. And I just want to say, I am with the most precious, adorable, sweetest little boy in the whole entire universe. God is so kind to give me this gift. After almost 12 hours of travel, delayed flights, storms, harsh customs officials, trains, taxis, and lots of dirty diapers we finally made it to the hospital. I felt like we were pulling up to the Ritz Carleton when we finally got here! Little buddy was such a trooper, but we were both exhausted.
I feel like I have grown up so much in the past five days. I have changed more urine bags, watched more mickey mouse, snuggled a feverish baby in the night, cleaned up more vomit, gave more kisses, played cars in the window sill, and smiled and laughed more than ever before in my life. I thought I was coming here to minister to this little boy, but God has ministered to me. No child should ever have to do hospital stays and surgery without a mama. I am so honored to play this role in his life right now. I truly have been given a gift.
Living in a home with hundreds of children is a joy. But being in a small cubicle in a huge hospital with one child is truly life changing. God has reminded me that His heart beats for each child individually. So today, its about the sweet little boy sleeping in the bed beside me. Its about his little heart, his little body, and his needs. For this one we will fight. For this one we will face long nights and sick days. For this one we will pray and advocate and persevere. After all, He still would have died...if only for one.
Can you join me in praying for this One?
Abby, your words are truly inspiring and so perfectly fitting for my life right now. Today was the first day of my last year of nursing school. With classes starting back, so will the long days filled with class, studying, work, clinical paperwork, etc. While I know this year is going to be tough, I know God has planned everything perfectly according to His will. Your messages continue to remind me the reason why I am going through these trials. Every day I am appreciative of the patients God has brought into my life and used to touch my heart. I love being able to make a difference in their lives and they make a huge difference in mine...each and every ONE of them! God bless!
ReplyDeleteAbby...he is precious!!! what a gift you are giving to him by being there!!! He is so blessed to have you there during this time!! i love you & am so proud of you! will be praying for you both!!
ReplyDeleteLauren Lester
Amazing!Thanks for sharing this!
ReplyDeleteKelly
Oh, Abby...I am so thankful that you are there with him! As a mama of one who had open-heart surgery in China before he had a mama...I am SO thankful that the Lord has you there to watch over that "one". Our King is good.
ReplyDeleteI love you precious friend...One heart beat at a time- praying you both home soon!
ReplyDeleteAbby, what an awesome gift you have both been given. We were at Shriner's with Ellie this week, and I saw so many children with needs, and some were there without mamas. How awesome of our God to orchestrate this surgery so you could be a part of "one's" life.
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